Quintessential Thinker
walking on still waters
flying without wings aimlessly
living life that I've never dreamt of living
where there's no fear nor sorrow not a speck of darkness
no negativity but only positivity
happiness and glee fill the place.

a land where there's nothing but solace
peace,harmony and the natural surrounding
a land where there's no limitation for anything
not for freedom, nor free will.

wanting to live in a place I've always dreamt of
a place i long for,
hidden in the deepest corners of my imagination
and finally i find my Utopia.

living in my dreams, for too long
i get sucked out of my imagination
back to reality and my Utopia goes crashing down
and there's no sign of its existence any more.

now, it's a place filled with more sorrow than before
and lesser happiness.
it's a place filled with large specks of darkness
that over shadow the colours.

it's place where my biggest fears come alive
and my courage to face life reduces
it's a place, i see losing its originality
a place where I'm losing myself.

it's a place that i will always long for,
a place where i am myself the most
where no one can reach me
a place where i love being me.

Utopia, it's fading,
it's vanishing
within me, without me
It's crumbling,it's disappearing
into the dusty skies.

Utopia,Utopia
my Utopia lost within me,
somewehere unreachable,
somewhere i cannot go.
Utopia,Utopia lost!
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4 Responses
  1. ATAullah Says:

    woah ! shit ! this was such a ... such a ... a soul shattering post . i like itch . it goes deep inside and tickles the insides and then does nothing less than provokes hard to comment on this very post .

    very very good one .

    happy finding the utopia again .


  2. yeah!! that's the result of thinking! thanks for the compli's!!! :D
    and i do hope i find my Utopia again!

    p.s.- u shuda seen the original, i think u wuda totally think i was wacked out to write something so childish!hehehe


  3. ATAullah Says:

    lol :P i beleive you :P