It was cold and scary out there...
But I didn’t see you standing near me to help me fight away my fears.
It was raining and I was shedding my tears and
I still didn’t see you there to wipe away my tears.

It was a moment of pain and hurt...
And I didn’t see you anywhere close to banish the hurt I was going through.
It was a moment of sadness and sorrow...
And I didn’t see you anywhere around to,
although I had everyone...I didn’t have you.

It was a time where I lost myself and wanted your help in finding myself
It was a time where I gave up on life and wanted help in getting back to myself...
But there was no sign of you.

It was the worst days of my life...
And I needed the comfort and the light...
Which I thought would be you
But no light came through from anywhere...
I gave up!

It was the time where I was being judged by myself about me
But I knew I'd be okay if I was holding your hand...
There was no hand nor anyone.

I sit lost in thought of where I went wrong
And think whether I'm expecting too much from you.
I sit so lost in thought about why I care whether you’re in my life or not...

I think to myself why I expect you to understand me... or do you?
Not a word said nor spoken...
I know you hear me and understand me
But when you don’t say anything...
Why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt when we don’t talk...
I know you hear me every time I talk
But why does that stop you from talking?
(22-3-06)