after a wait for all my life,
waiting for the perfect friend,who now i have found
waiting for me to become the perfect me,
waiting till some day, i may shed the kilos
after a long wait , for healing the hurts i have on me
in my heart and in my soul,
the hurt from betrayal of love and friendship
i surrender.
of all hope that i had,
of all belief that made the person i was
i still waited....
and some where within me, i still wait.... but today... i surrender.
days have gone and i have never given up
not even on my principles, my beliefs nor my values
but when there is a lack of light and it tends not to shed on me,
that's when i realize its time, i surrender.
in love, i believed the most, even now i do
but a certain incidents, have changed my views
my wounds, they over shadow my beliefs
and from love, to hurt...i surrender.
passionate and enthusiastic
was i always for no reason
but today i seem to need a reason to be happy,
from happiness to glum, unwantedly i surrender.
memories that fill me, that make me
who i am, that remind me of where i come from
where i belong... all seem to some what fade..
but to memories that define me... i surrender.
as confusion fills in me,
about everything and nothing
time passes and i feel wasted..
but now to the confusion, that's always a part of me.. i surrender.
to my life, to which i owe myself,
for all the times, I've been alone
to the times I've been with the world,
to my life, to myself i surrender.
to everything that's a part of me now
from the past to the present
maybe the future as well,
to everything, i surrender to thee.
i have read poems after poems just to find somethign ,
which could make me feel sad .
which could make me cry .
which could make me wonder .
i have gone places but to be true i wouldn find any better than this .
i love how you write .
i do not wish you surrender .
anytime .
thanks!! but..
if there's something i could do just to stop myself from surrendering...a reason maybe...a lil hope or faith even, i would....but life's unfair , left me with no reason and faithless...that's why i surrender to everything.
for better or worse i do not know, i guess time will tell...
life they say has it own ways of getting things to you . i wonder if "life" wants to kick you first and then caress the very same area later :P
haha!! i'm sure it does!! much more maybe!!!:P